No matter what I do I end up in the same boat. Being alone in my room staring at the wall contemplating ways to slip away into the afterlife and who if anyone at all would care. Some nights I imagine doing it and just hoping that everyone whose ever known me realizes how much they’ve taken my company for granted. Other nights, the exact opposite. I imagine doing so and hopefully no one caring at all. It all started when what feels like the one and only love of my life decided it be best we split ways my junior year. Ever since I […]