I’m sorry. This is my third post in only a few days. But I can’t stop thinking about death. I know that every last person that has made contact with me will die, me included. The thought of losing everyone I know just brings me down. And aside from that, my brother keeps insisting he’s only joking around with me when I plainly have bruises from our “play fights”. He started choking me! And to make things worse, he’s decided that he likes to hit on every last one of my friends. A while ago, I had friends but they weren’t real. And he hit […]
RueTheDarkness
RueTheDarkness
I'm a high school girl, I'm not looking for dates, I'm just looking for help. I don't want to get to know you or anything so please don't try...
I’ve been waiting for hours for someone to talk to. I’ve been going back and forth between rooms, about to ask my mother to help me. But then, I turn around and walk away. She’s not going to understand anyhow… I e-mailed the help group i found online, the Samaritans. But they’ve taken hours upon hours to reply. I’ve only received two replies in about three days.
I know it sounds dumb, but I’m so afraid of death that I want to die. I don’t see a future ahead of me. I see me dying somehow, whether its by my own hand or not, and every […]
I’m 13 years old, almost 14. Since 5th grade, there hasn’t been a single thing that can stray me from thoughts of pure nothingness. Not for over three days. My entire life so far has been crap. Starting out with me as a young kid. I was always that kid in the back of the class no one really talked to. Everyone laughed at me, pushed me around, all of that. Typical kid stuff. I go on with my life and make people I guess…you would call them friends. But, they soon began taunting me and saying I just wanted attention. During classes I’d feel […]