I’m sorry. This is my third post in only a few days. But I can’t stop thinking about death. I know that every last person that has made contact with me will die, me included. The thought of losing everyone I know just brings me down. And aside from that, my brother keeps insisting he’s only joking around with me when I plainly have bruises from our “play fights”. He started choking me! And to make things worse, he’s decided that he likes to hit on every last one of my friends. A while ago, I had friends but they weren’t real. And he hit […]
I’ve been waiting for hours for someone to talk to. I’ve been going back and forth between rooms, about to ask my mother to help me. But then, I turn around and walk away. She’s not going to understand anyhow… I e-mailed the help group i found online, the Samaritans. But they’ve taken hours upon hours to reply. I’ve only received two replies in about three days.
I know it sounds dumb, but I’m so afraid of death that I want to die. I don’t see a future ahead of me. I see me dying somehow, whether its by my own hand or not, and every […]
I’m 13 years old, almost 14. Since 5th grade, there hasn’t been a single thing that can stray me from thoughts of pure nothingness. Not for over three days. My entire life so far has been crap. Starting out with me as a young kid. I was always that kid in the back of the class no one really talked to. Everyone laughed at me, pushed me around, all of that. Typical kid stuff. I go on with my life and make people I guess…you would call them friends. But, they soon began taunting me and saying I just wanted attention. During classes I’d feel […]