i’m 16 and every day i try to think of ways to end my life. I wake up in the middle of the night and just think about everything and how bad i’ve fucked up. This year i got recruited by prep schools for hockey and golf, but my grades were shit so i didn’t get accepted anywhere. now i see all of my friends from hockey who are going to these amazing places and love their lives. i cant stop thinking about what would have been if i hadnt been such a dumbass and just done my school work. i know i’ll regret this […]