As a child i was always harrased and bullied by kids and elders. I never said anything. Never told anybody. Got beaten up by dad now and then for small mistakes. Wud fall sick all the time. Never had any interest in studies apart from drawing. Was sent to boarding school. got beaten up by teachers and class mates. Life was miserable at a point that i never even wanted to exist. Was child molested by a cousin. Was never actually loved by anyone i think. My elder sisters were always busy in themsel,f they were smart enough to change there thngs. I failed. They […]
First of all sorry for posting such a lenghty post i just have so much to tell n i havent done it ever before. So forgive me if i am taking too much of your time.
So in my last post i stated that i attempted ending my life, becoz of the person that i loved the most was asking me for what was more the just hurfull but also too damn insane for anybody i guess. But yes i did have to let it on her what she wants and so did she. This all started when she told me that she has started […]
I am 26 years old, sailor by profession. I am a very shy and let alone type of a guy, had problems making friends as a child. As i grew up i became even more emotional and sensitive. People say i am smart but i dont feel like it, I think i am average. I think i am a kind and a good hearted person but i do get evil thoughts at times and i have to fight to get them out telling myself “those are bad thoughts”. Since my teenage days i have had suicidal thoughts. I have been in ” in love” situations […]