My life has spirraled into a neverending pit of sadness.I have destroyed every single relationship and friendship I have ever had in my life,my friends of 20 years no longer wish to be my friend,the only person who is in my life and is my friend is my mother,mainly becasue she has to be.I am a very complex confused individual.I say one thing and mean another.My brother hates me,my sister is only 13 so she doesnt know yet,my father abandoned me when I was little,I was molested at 5 by a family member.I feel so isolated and alone,I feel like no-one loves me at all,I […]