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I feel like I’m going crazy

by Savannah 5/5/2013

written by Savannah

How’s life they ask

Good I say. Mostly because it would take to fucking long to ever explain what is really going on in my head.

It’s such a general question that when someone asks it it’s obvious they don’t give a fuck so why bother. But here’s to all of the nobody that give a shit about how my life is “going.”

Things are not as swell as they seem. No I havn’t been taking my medication. Yes I am having melt downs almost everyday. Yeah I definitely can feel I’m losing my self. I feel like i’m going crazy. i have no one to talk […]

5/5/2013 1 comment

All I want is to be happy, help?

by Savannah 2/5/2013

written by Savannah

Have you ever woke up, and was to sick to even think about getting out of bed? And by sick I don’t mean physically sick, I mean like emotionally sickened. Have you ever woke up and questioned your own existence? I just feel so selfish to even have these thoughts. I have everything I need and more. How come I’m not happy? I don’t even feel like being here anymore. This place just isn’t for me.

Â I’ve tried to explain these feelings to someone before but it doesn’t really help. They usually just say “oh I’m sorry, I understand, I’m going through stuff too.” So then […]

2/5/2013 7 comments

I’m feeling good today.

by Savannah 11/5/2012

written by Savannah

After sitting in the bath with a razor blade in my. Thinking I should just do it. Just die. Just get it over with an leave. But then something stopped me. I thought what had led me up to this? What has been so bad that has led me to thinking that killing myself is the best answer. I sat in my bath for about two hours just thinking, and meditating. It doesn’t Â have to be like this. I making it like this. I don’t have to be depressed I don’t have to constantly feel bad for myself and only think about my past. Yes […]

11/5/2012 3 comments

I’m just a worthless loser.

by Savannah 11/1/2012

written by Savannah

Hi, My names Savannah. Lately i just been feeling down. Like a worthless piece of shit.Â I can’t seem to do anything right. I’m literally talentless. I’m failing half of my classes and i’m just so stressed out, with sports and school and just life. But then again i just feel like a selfish *****. Like why do i constantly think about ending my life? There’s people out there with such worse problems. You don’t see them giving up. I’m just fucking weak.

When i was 11 my father committed suicide, i’mÂ the one who found him. I honestly think that’s the […]

11/1/2012 8 comments