I have no control of my thoughts.
Why do I feel this way. I know im not crazy.
I feel like I am, But I know im pretty normal because no one else even knows how im feeling right now.
Its like a hidden secret that im not trying to hide
I want help.
I don’t want this. I want to just leave for a while and take care of me. Lock me up if that’s what it takes. I cant do this anymore. I cant fight my own thoughts.
I don’t have the energy or the strength.
Im fighting a losing battle.
How do you fear your own mind?
Your own actions?
Your own feelings?
I have no control
I just feel and think terrible things unwillingly.
Help
I want to scream
I want to Cry
I’m just scared
Everything I do to help me hurts other people.
I don’t want anyone else to feel this way.
I just don’t want to either.
Can anyone hear me.
I feel like im screaming in room filled with people but no one can hear me!
Im right here.
It hurts. I’m scared
I DONT WANT TO FEEL LIKE THIS
IT ISNT MY CHOICE
PLEASE MAKE IT STOP.
I’m not crazy !
I’m not a freak
I’m Scared !
Why wont anyone listen?
Why Am I alone ?
Why don’t you care?
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