Scared of my own self

How do you fear your own mind?

Your own actions?

Your own feelings?

I have no control

I just feel and think terrible things unwillingly.

Help

I want to scream

I want to Cry

I’m just scared

Everything I do to help me hurts other people.

I don’t want anyone else to feel this way.

I just don’t want to either.

Can anyone hear me.

I feel like im screaming in room filled with people but no one can hear me!

Im right here.

It hurts. I’m scared

I DONT WANT TO FEEL LIKE THIS

IT ISNT MY CHOICE
PLEASE MAKE IT STOP.

I’m not crazy !

I’m not a freak

I’m Scared !

Why wont anyone listen?

Why Am I alone ?

Why don’t you care?