I don’t need scars on my body to feel the way I feel . thanks
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I don’t really like opening up about myself . My life feels like a big embarrassment and I’ve always worn a mask so I really hope none of my homies in real life see this (or anything else I post on here really) . I’m a 22 y/o dude though , had a pretty rough childhood , heavily disciplined parents who I’ve never really let into my life (i’ll get into that later) . I always attracted the type who liked to pick on me , I was a pretty stupid kid so it makes sense . In grade 7 I told teachers and classmates […]
Stopped talking to people around me , I constantly seek to them to help me but they don’t understand the way I feel . I will not burden them any further . It’s hard to watch others concern over something they can’t control . They will understand . I feel like they’re just waiting for the day . So am I . I don’t have the courage . Every day gets harder and harder to live through . Problems arise faster than others can be solved . I don’t trust anyone and I can’t rely on myself .. I am stuck in a puzzle that […]
Nothing about myself is worth anything . I am ashamed of who I am , I hate looking at myself in the mirror , there’s no light in my eyes. Someone who doesn’t even have crazy problems as a lot of other people do .. How could I be that someone who wants to leave this body …? I have it so good comparative to other situations , but that doesn’t change the way I feel . I’m closed off , unreceptive to advice over the screaming echo in my head louder than any voice . I don’t have the courage to pull the trigger […]