Hi this is my second post on this site. I’ve been trying for so long to get better, to stop cutting, to stop drinking but it’s just getting worse. The only person that kind of helps is my doctor who I can’t stand being around because he’s so perfect and has the best job, best car, best body, best life and I feel like every time I drag my sorry ass in there, he just thinks I’m disgusting and useless. I can’t stand it. I don’t even know how to talk or even how I feel anymore..I don’t know if I want to get better […]
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scampede
My life has come to a halt and I cannot think of any way I can keep going. I have lost everything in my life; my alcoholic father, my borderline-personality disordered mother, my selfish brother..I still love them all but I have lost them and can’t communicate with them at all. I’ve been seeing a doctor for months now who I have become completely reliant on who doesn’t help anymore. I can’t get in to see any psychologists because I can’t get a job to pay for any. I’ve tried everything and I can’t take it anymore. I don’t enjoy anything anymore and even if […]