Hi this is my second post on this site. I’ve been trying for so long to get better, to stop cutting, to stop drinking but it’s just getting worse. The only person that kind of helps is my doctor who I can’t stand being around because he’s so perfect and has the best job, best car, best body, best life and I feel like every time I drag my sorry ass in there, he just thinks I’m disgusting and useless. I can’t stand it. I don’t even know how to talk or even how I feel anymore..I don’t know if I want to get better anymore..I’m so lost and I can’t take it anymore. Killing myself feels like the best option and I don’t think I even want to die yet..I don’t know!
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What kind of doctor?
My general practitioner..I’ve got a psychologist who I only see about once a month
I had a crush on the nurse that was taking care of me when i had appendicitis. She gave a chathaderm. I think that’s what it was, whatever you call it when they stick a tube up your dick so you can piss. It was a date to remember