Okay, I am being deadly serious now. I cannot be happy living the way I am now, I’m looking for a person(s) who live in the UK who do not want to be a part of this system anymore. We will pack up our belongings and journey, we will just walk and survive. We can live in the woods and build our own shelter or move from hostel to hostel we could hunt for our own food and live life one day at a time. I am a 19 year old male and do not want my life to be about getting up and slaving […]
Schism
Life…oh how I loved the innocence of being a child.
I went through the ages of 5-16 a happy “person” (I’ll explain why I put quotes around the word person a little later) primary and secondary school were great, I had lot’s of friends and a healthy social life and was quite the extrovert character. Shortly after I left secondary school things went sour, for some reason my friends just suddenly stopped hanging out with me and decided to spread vicious rumors about me to everyone, I thought to myself “Fuck ’em” and decided to keep away, this lead to me losing contact with everybody I […]
I would start with a bit of information about me (age, interests, blah blah blah) but that is just ego and unimportant, lets get to the reason i’m feeling this way.
I feel so caged and alone, i have no friends, my only family member is my dad, i have no love interest in my life as i seem to always push most females away with my “clingyness” but people just won’t grasp that all I want is to be loved and cared for, if I meet a girl I like I treat them like a princess, like they are the only thing on this planet… […]