I feel pretty embarassed to even be typing right now.I’m single. I have a great job. A great family. Decent looks. Good health. So why do I think about suicide so much? I guess it’s because I’m so afraid of life…in general. Definitely afraid of getting hurt in a relationship so I don’t even make an effort to make one happen. I constantly compare myself to others and I think that’s my biggest downfall. It saps me of confidence and focus and drive. It’s pathetic. I’ve read some of the other comments posted on here about ending it all and looking at how hard other […]