I feel pretty embarassed to even be typing right now.I’m single. I have a great job. A great family. Decent looks. Good health. So why do I think about suicide so much? I guess it’s because I’m so afraid of life…in general. Definitely afraid of getting hurt in a relationship so I don’t even make an effort to make one happen. I constantly compare myself to others and I think that’s my biggest downfall. It saps me of confidence and focus and drive. It’s pathetic. I’ve read some of the other comments posted on here about ending it all and looking at how hard other people in the world have it and it’s so true, they do have it harder in so many ways. So why do we EVER feel like our relatively simple drawbacks in life whether it’s a failed relationship, or career or people who dissapoint us is enough to end our life? How can it EVER be ok to just give up entirely? It’s not ok, but it certainly is inviting when your focus is on everything that’s NOT working out for you at this very moment. It just sucks to think of suicide at all, ever. I guess I’m just venting. Thanks to anyone who’s listened.
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Nothing to feel embarassed about. We all get like that too.
That’s how i feel so i think im suicidal becasue i have a chemical imbalance in the brain and should be on some medication