I am 19 years old. I have spent the past 8 years struggling with depression. I have tried to kill myself three times. I have spent time in a mental hospital. I meet with a therapist twice a week and a psychiatrist once a week. I have tried several antidepressants, which so far barely have an effect. Nothing works except the various recreational drugs which I use to self medicate, such as marijuana, alcohol, prescription drugs, and whatever else I can get my hands on. I can’t remember the last time I went a full day without getting fucked up on something.
I have been cutting […]