Here I am again, almost a year later… Nothing has changed for the better and only has gotten worse. I am beyond feeling sorry for my self, I have not found any love in this world. I have gone through every negative emotion I can think of.  Now my “bad luck streak” has lasted for almost 8 years! I am beyond suicide now, my heart is only left with pain and hate. My mother died 2 weeks ago, I guess good things do happen. Now I only can hope that this planet will soon be destroyed! It is all I have to look forward to. I pray […]
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David
I’m 56 years. The past 7 years have been to much. I tried so hard to get out of the pit of hell. I’m sure in part it was my own creation. I have no friends, no family. No one to love me and no one to love. Please Lord let the end come quick, I hate the pain and I have endured so much. The dream is over, only the night mire remains. I have struggled so hard to beat this, but the more I try the further in the pit I fall. I am now afraid to do anything for fear of falling in […]