Let it end…

I’m 56 years.  The past 7 years have been to much.  I tried so hard to get out of the pit of hell.  I’m sure in part it was my own creation.  I have no friends, no family.  No one to love me and no one to love.  Please Lord let the end come quick, I hate the pain and I have endured so much.  The dream is over, only the night mire remains.  I have struggled so hard to beat this,  but the more I try the further in the pit I fall.  I am now afraid to do anything for fear of falling in the pit further.  Let it be over.  I am to0 tired to go on.  Please let my life end and put an end too the endless misery and pain.  Please God let me Die!