I’ve never really wanted to die, I’ve only ever wanted a way out from what I was experiencing. I didn’t care what form it took, but I would really rather it wasn’t death. I mean, I hope you are all seriously convinced of what is out there after this life, because I’m not. No one has promised me that there won’t be pain after death, and no one could convince me of that. It could be worse than what we experience here, no one honestly knows. So we’re just taking a leap of faith that it will be better when it might not be? Huhm.