i have always been a weird person and i have never been able to explain myself to other people properly. i’ve therefore developed an instinct of looking “normal” in my day to day life and keeping my own feelings and opinions to myself all the time so that e.g. i won’t be bullied at school, i won’t be shunned by my colleagues at work, i won’t be scolded by my parents etc.. i also never trusted people easily due to bad memories and experiences, mostly due to ex-boyfriends that i was stupid enough to open up to only to be turned down and dumped or […]