Its been a rather stressful few weeks, but Ive just learned to become indifferent to the stress. Im not sure if thats just doing more harm at this point, but Im sure that I dont care. I got in a blowout argument with my boyfriend, the one person I have to get me through the rough patch that is currently my life. He knew damn well not to yell at me, but he did it anyways. He knew about my past, and my PTSD from my father abusing me for years. Whenever someone reaches that tone with me, I just immediately shut down, and it […]
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Slbs98
“No matter how hard you try, you cant escape your past.”
It’s funny how words from a video game could cut so damn deep. I still struggle with what all has happened, and if I were the victim, or the aggressor.
Let me take you back to 3 years ago when I was 16. My Junior year was already looking like a wash on its own, and the divorce wasn’t exactly good for my already damaged psyche. The one thing i had going for me was that i had made an online friend the summer prior who I talked to every day. He made me feel like […]