smcnally13
As strange as it sounds, hanging myself has become my coping. I tie a cord around my neck and hang there for a little while until I start fading in and out. It just, I don’t know. The feeling of being so close to death comforts me. My life is at the worst its ever been, or should I say, my head. Everything around me is just fading away, becoming so incredibly meaningless. And I’m just stuck in this complete blackout in my head. I feel completely numb to the point where I can’t stand it anymore. I always thought I wanted to be numb, […]
Life seems absolutely impossible and unbearably pointless. I struggle with depression, anorexia, self harm, etc. I’m constantly stuck in this endless cycle. My mood starts to drop, then I start restricting as it gives me some sense of control and relief then once my health starts going down the drain people start taking that control away and I end up in hospital on a feeding tube and iv. And that’s when I realize that I have no choice but to eat otherwise I’ll be living in hospitals. THEN once I start to eat and begin gaining weight, my mood reeeally drops and I basically just […]
Okay, so I need a little help. I’m going to buy a disposable helium tank tomorrow from WalMart. Do I need to buy some kind of tube? If so, where could I buy one of these? Or maybe comprimise and make one or something? So from what I’ve read, you fill up the plastic bag with helium and put it over your head and tie it. You will pass out in seconds and be dead in minutes. Can someone correct me if I’m wrong? Will I be consciuous long enough to tie it? And also, would a layer of plastic grocery bags work? Please help […]