*ring ring* The phone rings as I’m across the room, unmotivated to go and glance to see who it is, but I know who it is, it was someone I haven’t seen or spoken to in a long while…….joy.
Me and her were long distant friends and we seem do have become even more distant lately.
Me and her are as far away as the earth to the end of the Galaxy.
I don’t mind anymore, I like being lonely, but I hate the 4 am starring at the wall, the lump in my througt I get everyday, it hurts to swallow, it hurts to […]
My sadness never goes away it’s constantly grabbing at me in the slightest saying “you can’t forget me” as if I had a choice
it latches on to every ounce of my living, adding to my anxiety, my confidence and me questioning, if I’m good enough for myself?
not once have I lived a day like the other kids, not once have I spent a day with out this lingering darkness, not once has this thing loosened its grasp, constant doesn’t let go.
Constant stares me in the eyes when my family dinner didn’t involve the middle child,
constant pushes me away from any school events because constant won’t […]