First post. Sorry if it’s long and rambly, I’m bad at articulating my thoughts.
My affairs are in order and the plan is all ready lock, stock, and barrel. I’m going to commit sometime before the summer is out.
Y’know how ( at least with most people I hear) there’s that instinctual part of you that doesn’t want to die. That voice telling you to hold on. I have that voice in my head. I also have its opposite. Constantly calling me to the edge. Saying committing is a good idea. I think of it daily. Each day is a decision not to.
My mood sure fluctuates a hell […]