when i first came here on this site i had a feeling, that most of persons here consider suicide as something right to do, the only thing to do. The only question was, how to do it. I was terrified. My brother commited suicide and thats why i came here in the first place. I wanted to know, how his minde worked, why he did it, by reading posts of other suicidal people. I thought it would help me with handling his death, but it made it worse,so it took a lot of courage to click on this page again today. But now I am […]
Not me… my mother, becouse my bro killed himself. Like his suicide was not hard enough to take. I have to deal with her all this time. Thanks bro, for kiiling yourself and fucking up my life. Nice one”
To all you people here who think you want to take your life…
Have you thought about us – the ones that are left behind? Maby you think you have a good reason to end your life – well you dont. Im not saying that noone has a really shitty life, but most of you are just fine.
It makes me really angry, couse I keep thinking about my brothers suicide…. again and again and again and again… I cant believe that he actually end someones life – so f… cruel and violent!!! It doesnt matter whos life it is .
I read in some posts, that you […]
I think I finnally understand why you people want to kill yourself and why my brother killed himself. I guess you have this image of what you want to be and a totally opposite image of what you think you are. You think about yourself in a very negative way and “all” you want is to be is perfect,so you would stop letting everybody down. And you just cant change. You stay the same negative person and you want to be positive more than ever. This gap between who you are and who you want to be is getting bigger and bigger until… Someone said, […]
Im gonna miss you… im realy sad… i still hope u gonna change your minde. Im sitting on my balcony at night,listening to qruickets and thinking of you. No matter what you did you are a nice guy…
I know you are gone, but I keep looking at my phone and checking mail if MABY just maby you didnt kill yourself. I feel like Im going crazy….
Mom lost it yesterday…. For 2 days now she is totally out, she lost contact with reallity. She needs professional help.
And you thought you are the crazy one? Look at all of us now – lost without you.
And you thought nobody loves you…
You were so so so soooooooooooo wrong!!!!!!
My mom came to visit today. Untill she came I was doing all right, but then she started to cry and my heart broke again. How much more pain will his death bring???
When I read your posts here, you are all in such pain…. When you commite suicide all your pain becomes the pain of us, who are still here…
It sucks!
I dont feel suicidal. I can handle life just great. I came here because my brother killed himself and I wanted to kind off undestand what suicidal people think, how they see life ect. I thought that maby I could at least help a stranger if I couldnt help my bro.
Well I realised, that even if one is not suicidal it can become very depressed, gloomy and pesimistic hanging with you guys here… And helping someone here if mission impossible. You are trapped in your bubble of pain and dont wanna get out. You say you cant, I think deep down, you just […]
It has been 14 days and I miss you bro! I respect your decision, but still don’t understand “why”….
Maby its time to tell why I am here. My brother killed himself a week ago. He didnt leave a note he didnt tell me, that anything is so very wrong. I knew that he is depressed, because he was in his room all day doing nothing. Hes moode changed super fast … But last couple of months he seemed much better, like he finnaly made peace with the world. I get it now… I read a few pages he wrote. He thought nobody loved him – I LOVED HIM!!! I still do… He decided to kill himself till july and didnt want anyone to […]