when i first came here on this site i had a feeling, that most of persons here consider suicide as something right to do, the only thing to do. The only question was, how to do it. I was terrified. My brother commited suicide and thats why i came here in the first place. I wanted to know, how his minde worked, why he did it, by reading posts of other suicidal people. I thought it would help me with handling his death, but it made it worse,so it took a lot of courage to click on this page again today. But now I am suprised how different I react to posts… I kind got over the hate, confusion, all that is left is sadness – but thats ok. I just wanted to share that. RIP baby brother, love u :*
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So sorry for your loss. I understand you had questions….survivors always do. Did I miss something, could I have done something? But the truth is no. Most people here are not truly suicidal…but rather depressed and angry and hurt and most of all…scared. I have attempted myself…and I cannot explain it. It is almost like a psychotic break of some kind. It is almost like you are detached and non emotional…a glitch in the neural network…an accident if you will. How many times have we heard…I was just talking to him and he seemed fine…a little depressed perhaps…but he sounded good…and the next day they are gone?
Please know that your brother is at peace now…that if it wasn’t his time he would not have been successful…that he is healing and in good hands. I am glad that you are on your healing journey as well…anger is self-destructive. Sadness is healthy…and it eases over time.
Again…I am sorry for your loss…and wish you well on your journey.
Sorry for your loss.