I have been contemplating suicide for awhile now. I see a psychiatrist and I told him about my thoughts on thinking about doing it. I have depression as well, which just makes the cycle worse. He increased my anti depressants and I will see him soon.
My issue is with my husband. I opened up to him about how I am feeling, and he doesn’t get it. He says “you look and seem happy”, but I am not. I put on a good game face in respect for my 2 boys. I don’t want them to see their mom upset and moping around. I smile […]
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snowcold
I have been dealing with depression for as long as I can remember. I have good days and bad. Within the past few months I have had many, many suicidal thoughts. How i would do it, where, just not too sure when. I have 2 boys whom are the reason I am typing this today. There are days when my thoughts overtake me. I have seen a psychiatrist for 14 years and I have never brought up Suicide. I have an appointment with him tomorrow and if I bring up my thoughts, my plan I am terrified that he will admit me. On the outside […]