for the longest time ther was this girl i kinda knew never talked to but she was so beautiful i knew i wanted to ask her out and this was before my month long hospital experience so after going bak to skool i tried to get to knw her and found out we had a lot in commen so i just thot hey maybe its meant to be then i get one of my guy friends to ask her out for me and she says no (bummer) but i move on and ask another girl out thinking maybe she will say yes (it wasnt to […]
son of rage and love
“you rise and fall your back up against the wall what goes around is coming back and haunting you its time to quit cuz you aint worth the shit under my shoes or the piss on the ground and no one loves you and you know it dont pretend that you enjoy it or you dont care cause now i wouldnt lie or tell you all the things you want to hear cause i hate you cause i hate you cause i hate you cause i hate you i heard your sick sucked on that cancer stick a throbbing tumor and a radiation high […]
the grouch
“i was a young boy that had big plans now im just another shitty old man i dont have fun and i hate everything the world owes me so fuck you glory days dont mean shit to me i drank a six pack of apathy lifes a ***** and so am i the world owes me so fuck you wasted youth and a fistful of ideals i had a young and optimistic point of view wasted youth and a fistful of ideals i had a young and optimistic point of view ive decomposed yet my guts getting fat oh my god im turning […]
hey guys its me david i knw i havent been here in a while for those that knw me but i have so lil in my life going on tat well im just tat boring…
i cant decide of whether or not to kill myself if i kill myelf family members will be hurt friends will miss me, but im tired of living through this pain. i want to let go i want to be free but still i cannot find the courage to do it, wat do i do if suicide or running away is the only way away from this place which should i choose? i need someone to guide me and help along the way, but yet ther is no one, no one who knws my pain is there anyone out ther willing to listen?
-homecoming
anna hopefully u read this becuase u wer the one who told me i shuld go ahead and post lyrics to songs on here so hopefully u read it and can understand
“my heart is beating from me iam standing all alone please call me only if you are coming home waste another year flies by waste a night or two you taught me how to live in the streets of shame where you’ve lost your dreams in the rain thers no signs of hope the stems and seeds of the last of the dope theres a glow of light the st. jimmy […]
-jesus of suburbia
this song describes my feeling so well and so u can kinda knw wat im talking about here are the lyrics
“im the son of rage and love the jesus of suburbia and the bible of none of the above on the steady diet of soda pop and ritalin no one ever died for my sins in hell as far as i can tell at least the ones i got away with and theres nothing wrong with me this is how im supposed to be in the land of make believe that dont believe in me get my television fixed sitting on […]
for the first 16 years of my life i was normal so i thought but for some reason sickness always found me and would keep me down the one person in the world who you would think would help me didnt. My own mother my creator who brought me into this world never thought for one second that maybe theres something wrong that theres a reaon why im not like everyone else instead she blamed it on me being lazy, too lazy to eat, too lazy to go to school, even thought that i was making myself throw up on purpose. it wasnt until […]