i cant decide of whether or not to kill myself if i kill myelf family members will be hurt friends will miss me, but im tired of living through this pain. i want to let go i want to be free but still i cannot find the courage to do it, wat do i do if suicide or running away is the only way away from this place which should i choose? i need someone to guide me and help along the way, but yet ther is no one, no one who knws my pain is there anyone out ther willing to listen?
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Of course, someone will always listen. Your question of “suicide or running away” only has 1 answer… if those are your only 2 choices.
PS: everyone knows pain of one kind or another. No one but you can know yours. Be careful with the memories you pull into today. You will use those memories to predict what tomorrow has instore for you. If yesterday stunk, then today stinks and tomorrow will smell as well.
But this moment that we are sharing. Me writing and you reading, doesn’t include any ugly actions. Use this memory when you wake up tomorrow.
Stan
Hello David. I’m back for a short while until I disappear again.
Suicide or run away, huh? Often times I choose to run away to my safe place… Listen, I know it’s hard but can you also try to survive and make it through this pain? I’m fighting even though it’s getting incredibly hard. I’m hopeful and foolish but at least it’s keeping me alive alittle longer to see if things will get better for me. If you choose suicide I will support you because I want you to be happy no matter what your decision may be. I’m your friend.
thanks liz and at least u can run away to a place to be alone but u return to a place ur not ashamed to call home i have a nice hse and plenty of nice things most ppl would kill for everytbing i have and iam thankful for it all yet i still feel pain inside thers a void that for watever reason no amount of therapy can fill idk wat it will take to bring the light into my life, and liz its ppl like you my true friends that are ther for me in times of need that keep me here u shuld knw tat so i geuss running away isnt too bad of an option just see where life takes me but i feel as though ther is nowhere i can go idk who or wat can really accept me the way iam is ther someone or something who can see past all my emotional and medical problems and can see the kind of person iam deep down?