about a girl

for the longest time ther was this girl i kinda knew never talked to but she was so beautiful i knew i wanted to ask her out and this was before my month long hospital experience so after going bak to skool i tried to get to knw her and found out we had a lot in commen so i just thot hey maybe its meant to be then i get one of my guy friends to ask her out for me and she says no (bummer) but i move on and ask another girl out thinking maybe she will say yes (it wasnt to her face either but still nope)and then ther was another girl ive known for a while tat i asked out before but we never started dating and thot well maybe this time we can (again not face to face, nope) so after spending some time not sure wat girl im interested in me and this girl (chubby cutie) ever since i started skool again we somehow became friends and we wuld talk or hang out a lot now i already knew she was cute but never thot i wuld ask her out but i just took it slow and remained friends with this this chubby cutie if you will there was something about her besides her physical beauty her personality was a bit rough around the edges but she was the koolest girl i ever met she wasnt like everyone else she had bright candy apple red hair she wore skinny jeans flip flops and t shirts and wasnt afraid to be one of the guys while still being a sweet lil girl
the most i can say about this wonderful beauty is that she was and extraordinary girl in an ordinary world(green day song extraordinary girl look up so u can understand) everthing about her is just extraordinary now after being friends with her for so long i decide to take a chance and ask her to a football game just as friends to see where it goes although she was unable to go i now i feel that thers a reason for me to take a chance and ask her maybe she is the extraordinary girl the whatsername to the jesus of suburbia the rebel of jingletown is this what fate has planned out for me? maybe just maybe she can be the one, true love to the false idols can two people really be meant for each other? is this a sign that theres someone out there who is showing me the key to finding salvation? to live and not to breathe is to die in tragedy to run to run away to find what i believe and i leave behind this hurricane of fucken lies i lost my faith to this this town that dont exist so i run i run away to the light of the masochist and i leave behind this hurricane of fucken lies and i walked this line a million and one fucken times but not this time,i dont feel any shame i wont apologize when there aint nowhere i can go running away from pain when i’ve been victimized tales from another broken home im leaving im leaving im leaving im leaving home.ive never asked a girl out to her face before alway too insecure but how can it be that with this girl i managed to ask her to her face? is she the one? can anyone awnser this?