so i know i have fucked up yet agin i keep fucking up its my fucking gosh darn emotions i have such extreme anxitey i dont feel safe i dont feel okay i feel lways on edge i defintley feel tense i mean i dont just know anymore i feel like such a loser i wish things were the way they use to be i dont liek how the future is looking i dont like how things will end up and i fucking knew it i fucking knew that life was going to be horrible and it keeps getting shitty and i guess it could […]
dose anyone feel like its the end like its the end i dont know how to desrcibe it but i feel really nervous about everyhting and i realzie iam a huge fuck up will i ever get my shit right ever i dont want to go on here and sound like a huge big baby but honstley i think iam getting to the point were iam ready there are certain things i have to do to get ready but idk it really dosent scare me as much as other people i mean its going to happen to evryone anyways so yea i just know iam […]
i realzied iam the biggest pieace of shit that can exist i somehow make others around me to try to commit sucide somehow by just being myself there is no help for me anymore
at all  I have called people tryed to reach out and i have a love that i dont feel is been returnted i know its stupid to say goodbye on the computer like some kind of attention ply mabe i do want attention but mondays are the hardest i dont care anymore no one cares about me i might as wel be invisible right now so goodbye iam sick of it i […]
i think iam done with life is it bad to be sucidal i guess if theres a god then i will be burning in hell for entrintey mabe idk i dont really belive in it i guess iam going down as a athesist idk honstley evryhtings meant to happen and lifes worth living its all bullshit i think so the question is is it bad to take ur own life well its a form of destruction agnaist self so it is viloenet but do u keep living with all this pain and shit from people or do u enter into the next world weather good […]
so I called the crisis line if anyone knows wat its liek to talk to them its agnozing to try to tell somone to ask for help when all people do is judge and say Its all fucking up to you really i had no idea i understand there just trying to help but i have heard it so much I have complained so much I know theres six billon people in the world but what dose it matter existence theres so much suffering in the world anyway so why do i matter. I use to be a happy kid even if shitty stuff happned […]
I’ve been feeling vervy down uncool and worthless i feel like a piece of shit. Have you just ever felt so guilty the thing is I have so much drama in my life it makes me sick i mean and its not like i want drama idk whats wrong with me or why iam such a fucked up person my ex was right when id be all alone and i wouldent be able to love anyone else i am having such a hard time not talking to my ex and i want to give him space but its really hard Dose love just make things […]
I’ve been feeling vervy down uncool and worthless i feel like a piece of shit. Have you just ever felt so guilty the thing is I have so much drama in my life it makes me sick i mean and its not like i want drama idk whats wrong with me or why iam such a fucked up person my ex was right when id be all alone and i wouldent be able to love anyone else i am having such a hard time not talking to my ex and i want to give him space but its really hard Dose love just make things […]