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i think iam done with life is it bad to be sucidal i guess if theres a god then i will be burning in hell for entrintey mabe idk i dont really belive in it i guess iam going down as a athesist idk honstley evryhtings meant to happen and lifes worth living its all bullshit i think so the question is is it bad to take ur own life well its a form of destruction agnaist self so it is viloenet but do u keep living with all this pain and shit from people or do u enter into the next world weather good or bad i think its better to leave this world and enter another even if it is worse even if therir is none like balckness after this You want to know something funny i fucking hope that their is Blackness i dont hope for a god or angels or fairys or mythical creatures I hope for blackness at which i was consiprised because then there will be nothing anymore my tears wont be in existence my body wont have to walk upon this earth ad I will mabe just possibley be more free than i have ever been so is sucide wrong its evryones unquie decesion but iam getting really tired of waking up going to bed waking up and doing the same thng everday feeling the same way and i can fully express myself online so what will i decide when will i decide and how will i decide and who would it affect and i can tell you it might not affect anyone