I don’t know where to start really. I haven’t been on here in a long time. I can definitely say that I have changed. In some ways good & others bad. I am just confused I guess. I don’t know why I feel this way. I’m just always so mad or depressed. I know i don’t have it so bad either & am thankful for what I have. So I always put on a smile just to hide everything. But I’m tired of doing that. I just want to get up & leave. Go somewhere I don’t know. Somewhere I can be alone, think & […]
steven
i’ve never been so angry… i was the one bringing her down.. until i started to really care. i wanted things to work like she wanted them. i realized that i really love her. and then this fucking bullshit happen.. we fought. we broke up. i was sad that she was gone, but still she was scared of me. then i find out she fucked him.. and it devastates me.. i’ve never been so messed up in the mind. idk what to think. my heart is gone, my feelings with it. only two stay behind. to make things worse.. anger consumes me. i get so fucking mad […]
I’m the tyrant that is the cause of your death. i cause you to suffer and sob while i looked and didn’t care. Only anger was what came from me. I looked at you cry and it made me want to scream at you to shut up. It made me want to cause more pain and suffering for you. it made me happy to know i was doing this. It helped ME. Only me. That is who i cared about. But i will show you kindness. Kindness i make you believe is true and pure. But it is simply a mask. A mask for hate […]