The last four months have been painful and hopeless. Â Things are getting worse and I can only see this continuing. Â My mind is fried and my spirit raked. Â Suicidal thoughts are constant, I want this to end. Â I am unable to make sense of what happened in my head so I’m not sure I can adequately describe it here, but here goes.
I was happy. Â Things were good. Â I felt confidence. I saw purpose in my life. I saw a way to continue. I knew who I was. Â My brain was working. It ended so suddenly, fuck me this sucks.
I allowed my family into my home, […]