Please, could anyone help? I won’t go into the details our reasons why just yet ( I’m happy to share but I’m a lousy writer and I don’t want to waste anyone’s time ) but my mother is looking for ways to kill herself. there’s a chance it could purely be cathartic, but still. I plan on approaching her about it somehow, but does anyone have any preferred suicide hotlines to suggest? Or maybe online forums? I don’t think she’d like sp…..She may want something for people over 50. I’ve never used a hotline before, but when I talk […]
Society doesn’t care
My “friends”don’t care
My family….I can’t even begin
I feel guilty about everything, though many times i could not have known better
Found out yesterday my father is leaving my mother (with three children). He fell in love with a co-worker half his age, a few years older than me. He just took his clothes and left without telling his children. He want going to tell mom either. My mom finally confronted him….And asked him if what she silently hoping want true was real. He admitted top being in love with someone else and just left. This just happened. Happy 2015. My dad isn’t an abusive alcoholic junkie asshole. He had his problems sure like we all do but […]
I’d love to get this book with an english translation. Is there any english equivalent? That has geat graphic design like this one?
It’s just getting harder and harder to pretend that I’m happy. Â I don’t want people to act differently around me if they know I secretly wish I were dead….and I don’t feel happiness much anymore. Â I have terrible social anxiety and it makes me want to disappear from everyone.
Before, when I was in school or worked in the public it was easier to pretend I was happy. Â Now things are different and I can’t hide it from the people I’m close to anymore. Â If they know, I’ll lose them. Â They’ll be different around me, it’s happened before.
Hello everyone, I wish I were dead.
I wanted to drive my car off the road today….but my partner was with me. Â I would NEVER intentionally do that to anybody. Â But still, it’s pretty scary to have such a strong desire to die when you’re behind the wheel. Â I had to pull over, get out, and ask him to take over for me. Â That’s how bad the urge was…….I almost don’t think I will drive anymore….
I don’t think there’s any need to explain why I want to die. Â Sometime I don’t think it matters because I believe I’m just predisposed to feel this way. Â I don’t […]
Another morning…..trying to focus. Â I just can’t. Â Why? Â To what end? Â For another morning, years from now, to realize the same thing every waking moment that I’m miserable and there’s no point. Â I can barely look at myself without breaking down. Â I hate myself – unworthy fuck. Â Fuck you all for making me feel like a freak, but fuck myself most of all for letting it get to me. Â I wish I could be stronger. Â I should be. Â I thought I would have grown out of this, but it’s always there really. Â I feel like a scared spoiled brat wasting away in a […]
Hello,
First post ever……..let’s see how this goes. Â Now I feel I’m at a loss for words…..nothing new. Â Background info I guess? Â Though we must all know by now that I’m feeling pathetically trapped regardless. Â I think I’ve been “depressed” since I was 11 though I’ve never been formally diagnosed. Â My parents took me to a doctor when I was 13 to see if I qualified for anti-depressants…..without taking me to therapy first. Â They did that because they found out I was cutting and burning myself. Â I made a really bad burn on my fore-arm, and my parents cared enough to see if I could use […]