I’m a afraid i’ll cry. I might just do it just want to die i can’t escape no matter how hard i try i’m trapped in a insane place of no hope. i mope around hoping i’ll find happiness but theres no comments w
hen I stand in the park smoking, my last cigarette every whisper I can hear is about me. People think I’m a suicidal basket case! I stand in the dry blistering wind sulking in my deep deep sorrows for no one cares. I look in the mirror and feel like puking.
I Don’t know where else to go. i spin myself all around but i always seem to fall on my ass. This life seems to short to live any longer. I can’t seem be to alive when all the world is a burning hell, A total disaster. everyone wants me to die just let me go. i look in to the ungrateful mirror to find out that I’m worthless.I try to be gentle but my gentle is destruction. My life isn’t hell but close enough. My voice scars those who hear it. My parents don’t understand The say i’ll never do it but i’m […]
I thought i could trust them
Thought they were my friend.
My broken soul that trembles as i wake
My parents who left me to die alone
I may struggle but no one helps me
I fall deep under my shattered blood
trust me alone with the knives left…
Left on the counter
i walk slowly over to them
My hands shaking
I can’t do it all alone
The pain to keep my arms held up.
The pain to live alone with
No one who loves me not at all
my bitter mind shuts the harsh cold world out
The keys to my broken soul is lost
People can’t understand when i fall unto my …
my floor with no breath left
he […]
All alone in this place of no hope
All alone in my saddest sorrows
With no where to turn but my self
With all my fear until i fall
Fall ungreatfully into the
melted memories of him
The times he said he loved me
All just a lie, I try not to cry but the tears fall out
Alone until he finally sees me
Alone and waiting ut hes gone and i know it
The worst part is my parents hate me more and more each day.
My own hate toward myself my own regret
My tiny drops of blood
Then i died.
” I’ve often thought of suicide as my anwser. But now i regret it. I Slit my wrist way to deep all the blood rushes from my gentle body as i lay crimped up on the floor i wonder if anyone even cares. My funeral was horrible no one even bother to release a tear. not one. No one came to claim me as there’s. No boys seem to take a look when i walk by they just go on&on about the measly lives of the tiredness of the others with in the room. No counselor seems to listen when i scream at the top of […]
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