i feel embarrassed accepting the fact im fucked up again. im forever using methods to distract it but in reality the darkness is never yielding. no matter how far i run, how long i strive, how much ive got. the emptiness never leaves. im starting to accept the fact i dont feel things the way others do, i dont react the same, im beginning to think that we dont think the same, and thats ironic because i dont think they think that. maybe its because im so lost and surrounded by thoughts everything else just seems to be covered in its shade. maybe i dont […]