ugh cant sleep…again haha anybody want to keep me company?
Every night i go to my backyard to clean our pool, pick up after thdaog ect. and every night i see orion’s belt. Im not too into to science and stars but i cant help but smile when i see it. If ur not familiar with it, its 3 stars in a stairght line that make up the “belt” of the stick figure orion. For some reason seeing it every night, it just gives me hope…i mean if its a clouldy overcast night i still find it…wierd right? And i know im too old to be wishing on stars but sometimes i cant help […]
Anybody up who wants to talk? Cant sleep
Today was actually ok, my dad didnt yell that much my mom was nice and everything went pretty smoothly…only probelm is tommorows monday amd get to see all the bitchy cheerlearders and other annoying assholes…i wish my friends understood, whemever i start to tell them they get this wierd arkward lookso i always end up making it into a joke and pretend it was nothing. Im tired if trying to conform into to someome im not..i dont even know who i anymore. From basicaly kindergarden i was the “wierd kid” the one who was always too mature, my mom used to call me an […]
So the only guy i have been able to acutally have a real conversation with just got a girlfriend. Background: i have known this girl for 4 yrs she is a *****. Not because shes hes girlfriend but because she is a evil, hateful,spineless,vain slut. She has had twice many…hmm whats a tastful word…partners?, then i have birthdays, im 17! The guy (lets call him Bernie) is sweet nice smart and ive known him for 3yrs and ive liked him as long as ive known him. About 6 weeks ago we talked for 4 hrs and i was actually thinkimg of telling him about […]
Anyone up who wants talk …cant sleep :/
walking without standing
laughter without joy
speaking without sound
smiling without hope
moving forward but staying exactly where I am
hi so this is my frist time posting somthing…u have no idea how relieved i am to realize im not the only one :)…this week just well sucked is the only pg word i can think of. I love drama, random fact. Not the dumb guy high school crap drama but threater being on stage being able to be someone else if only for a second. It was my escape my happy place. Im a senior and i was in drama my freshman and sophmore yr…then ididnt get into 3rd yr..our final was our play, ironicly i played a dead woman(of natural causes). 3 people […]
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