no matter what evryday my mind is clouded. no matter what i do depression is always with me. i try to act happy but then again it is acting. i feel so weak. i find it hard to have faith in things anymore. no faith in people life n love n most of all in my self. i am my own worst enemy. i cant tell if things are simple or complicated. im desperate for change. i have questions that will never be answered n help i will not recieve.
thad1991
every day i wake up n wonder how the day will be. if i will be happy or sad. I dont know if i am still in my depression or not. i Think i am. every day i always think and take a look around at life. i feel out of place. i look at other people through out the day and wonder if they feel like me or am i the only one. i see alot of people leading happy lives. i feel like im the only one with self hatred and so much anger inside me. it seems everyone else is able to […]
hey everyone its me again i have improved. i know myself better now but the problem is it now seems since i am satified with myself i find that i am not with others. no one understands me. they think im simple and just meander threw life. but the fact is i am intellecual. i think about almost everything life, love etc.. i am a 19 year old single guy in an area with bitches for girls and tools for guys. if anyone wants to talk my email is bftdodge2500@gmail.com i can use a different person to talk to.
hey everyone i have posted on this site befor in the past. im 19 and yeah im young but ive been in the dark for a while. I was in the darkest time of my life about a month ago. Now i know that are problems are lives and problems arent the same. Theres no miracle word i can say to help you all. But i know that some encouraging words that some of you have said to me have helped. im no one special just another guy in this world. But man it gets bettre eventually. just hold on. Even the smallest things can […]
im a simple guy. i dont need much to be happy. possesions mean nothing to me the most important thing to me in life is love. i appreciate a girl more than anything. there soft faces. beautifull eyes and curves. the best moments is when there in my arms. but i cannot give the love in the way i want. i am not strong. my mind is weak and breaking. i dont wanna drag them down anymore with me. i dream of my life being better, the great boyfriend, father i could be. this shame is becoming to much to bare. my days are meaningless. i […]