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The long sweet cadence down

psychological hypochondriac

by The long sweet cadence down 3/25/2009

i tried to hang myself when i was like 8 or 9 with a jump rope. i was 13 when i took like 8 different bottles of pills. both attempts didnt work, obviously, but i still have horrible nightmares of past experiences and some weird memories of abuse are coming back to me. i wonder if im going crazy and making stuff up (im 17)… i admit that i’d rather be alright and have had a life where NOTHING bad has happened and everything is perfect but im wondering if im not a psychological hypochondriac..the memories are so vivid though. i can remember feelings, […]

3/25/2009 2 comments

is it incest?

by The long sweet cadence down 3/25/2009

written by The long sweet cadence down

is it incest when its your adopted uncle who molests, etc…?

i was 6 or 7 at the time and he was 16 or 17….

i remember him always saying that i had ‘sexy legs’. and i remember being in a room with him and i was naked and crying and he was laughing, i cant remember if he was naked but i know his adoptive mom, my step grandmother, came in and started beating him and then it goes blank..

is that incest?

3/25/2009 1 comment