This is it, I’m sitting on the edge of no return and theres no take backs. I wish I could just make my life better but I was born this way and can’t change it. I’m 19, never kissed a girl and no physical contact with girls in my life. I have almost no friends and all of them are boring and never want to have fun. I’m short and socially awkward. I thought I was good looking but I guess I’m not due to the nothingness that people see. Everyone rejects me, I’m a nobody. If I had a gun in my hand ready […]