This is it, I’m sitting on the edge of no return and theres no take backs. I wish I could just make my life better but I was born this way and can’t change it. I’m 19, never kissed a girl and no physical contact with girls in my life. I have almost no friends and all of them are boring and never want to have fun. I’m short and socially awkward. I thought I was good looking but I guess I’m not due to the nothingness that people see. Everyone rejects me, I’m a nobody. If I had a gun in my hand ready to go right now I would stick up in my mouth and pull the trigger. But I do not have one so its not that easy, now I just have to find the best method to end my pain.
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i know what it’s like 2 be the outcast im 19 also and i dont fit in anywhere,i did almost shoot myself in the head 2 different times…so i know what your goin through so if you need help im here…
Heartless, damn dude you’re lucky that you even HAD a gun. I’m 16 so that’s outta the question haha. anyway TheEnd, maybe weigh out the pros an cons of your current situation and think it through, you don’t want to pull a trigger, jump, hang only to regret your decision… Happens a lot
You still got time dude! Dont give up now!
So you’re socially awkward, you’re short, no one “likes” you, so wat? You’ve got us, if you’re friends are too boring, you’ve got a life, you’re smart if you’ll find a different way to die. I’m 14, I’ve never had any of that shit while my sister is out there flaunting it to the whole world, 15, and my mom thinks there’s something wrong with me. There WILL be someone out there for you, there IS a life for you, you have more than what other people might have. Don’t end your life on the thought of others, end you’re life because you’re life is so perfect, because you’re the perfect child, perfect student, perfect friend, perfect person. Since you’re not perfect, don’t do it. Please, don’t die.
i love you