TheG

I’m sure many of us can remember those old cars where there were just random plastic blocks in the dash, of course these were buttons and features on the higher models.

My entire life, I have been the base model experience, hell even the prototype with no functions at all. School was essentially a slow burn frenzy of looking to find what talents/inklings I had only to keep crasing into “not this sport” “Not this subject” “Sorry bud nothin here too”. Noting special in physicality, nothing special academiically. Any hobby I tried to take up was met with a wall of utterly sucking so […]

I have more than a few reasons to believe I am neurodiverse with characteristics of ADHD and asperger tnedencies. But is it really so? Although focus is fickle and discipline feels somewhat defective, is this really reason? Are these traits not titles I may don in an effort to define myself and fulfill a want of authentic uniqueness?

Or is it simply a hard fact (theoretical for now). What If I have a brain/nervous system that has a reduced capacity to generate enough electric potential? To activate enough cells to achieve said concentration or power of will takes more resources than my biology can […]

“Not all races of the Hyper Gantry share the the sentiments of the Great Engineers. They belive a race born in and of the dark can choose the light…Their futile hope in the entropic universe is as effective as your human emotion’s were to create a civilization. for good.”

The old Earth Archive media plays, a video from a house long ago:

A bear had broken in, the two children were the first to be taken out, the husband dead outside, she tries to fight it off with kitchen knives but its claws have her arm hacked to dangling flesh in a single blow. It pins her […]

In principle I’m not opposed to the wonders of technology…but AI, that shit pisses me off.

We, 8 billion desperate human beings, need every job availabiliity we can get in this pathetic game that has ransomed our lives to the act of making money. If there was enough to go around, if people weren’t kicked to the pavement by the resource eater called the ecomomy…then AI might be helpful to someone. But no, tech bros are gettng quick profits out of the mechanic where ten people’s lives will be ruined, so that one person can get a spot of convenience. There’are huge job shortages and AI […]

I think most all of us have heard of this one. 80% of the wealth for 20% the population, 20% the effort 80% the result (apparently), and so on.

I’m quite convinced that it’s 80% the joy in one’s life experienced in the first 20% of its duration. with the average 80 year lifespan, that means that by age 16, we’ve experienced 4/5ths the joy we’re set to get. One can still feel it trickling up until around 20-24, but after that we’re just chewing the flavourless gum waiting for the next bin to spit it out into.
When my late cousin […]

I’ll admit that my loitering on suicide sites and methods takes an upward trend, whenever I’m searching for a Job. Sitting in the same room with the same videos on repeat every day does eventually get to a person…hence my trudging through a gauntlet of pre-judgemntal demands lists made by biological robots with fake personalities.

I most certainly am not the first person with a degree, and quite frankly a plethora of both computer and practical skills to be groveling on minimum wage. There’s people with thrice my skills earning half of what is termed a living wage, everywhere, in every population control pen […]

After my witless brother has decided to push another helpless life into this wretched waste he has embodied the possibility of the great Achilles heel to humanity, our own Fermi Paradox. To him, the huge infrastrucuture of cities displacing more of our already tarnished world wasn’t enough, that we now have to play popularity contests to get jobs, that a living wage is too much to ask, because an army of 8 billion has made us all disposable. That we’re killing the only planet we can possibly cling to for life…it all wasn’t enough to drill into his seeminly lead lined skull that having kids […]

Utterly ungrateful: that’s me in principle, I should be content, but I’m not.
The medication I take barely even compensates the sheer lack of physical strength the human body has, but anabolic steroids is the best I can do. As for the mind, well, that’s perhaps a lost cause.

I’ve banged on and on about how humans lost most all physical potency to metabolically compensate a bigger brain. And I’ve whislted Dixie as to how our Slaveconomy disproves any benefit of said brain.
Imprisoned with a lack of toolage, mentally and physically, the system uses this to force my compliance.

I […]

We see the same dribble in every day life of how certain billionaires get to space on a empire of well fortuned hard work. Of rags to riches celebrities who struck the right chords. People who found online or offline success.
Sucess (snorts), the golden needle in a thread of hay inside a needle stack inside the core of a gas giant inside the bowels of a space whale inside the centre of a black hole inside the perfect alternate reality inside the needle inside the……

And then there are the droves and droves having endless debates and discussions of how to make […]

A hateful thing this life is.

I slam my head into the wall every time I see a pram, WTF! I want to scream at the couple.
Me: “Are you blind!” “Look around you! You like this shit!”
“Bills, tax, working for a pittance, people trying to take advantage of you at every turn, even your wife might leave you when you got no cash, your husband dessert you when the boobs drop, social obligations, misery misery in this grey cold shithole big city that smells like a 1887 bottle of vomit, Technology used against you, Zucked before you are born…” […]

“I hate the world you brought me into, I hate this reality, its rules are undoubtedly built for the express goal of oppression. Nature, evil and powered by death itself has garnered our worship and respect as its design wastes the life of billions every day. Now we sit here duped into building this civilisation out of, hunger leading to poverty to slavery rebranded to money and trade and culminating in inhumanity. Pretence the number one skill we end up selling this life with fake smiles to each other, and in the greatest crime; to the children you thoughtlessly, perhaps even selfishly push into this […]

Useless, utterly useless. You know how one sees kids growing up and we’re supposed to feel joy when we see them? “Oh look how big so ‘n so has gotten? she’s so curious! etc.” I can’t help but say, “Sorry kid, I’m so sorry your folks had the witless nerve to push you into all this.”  I see all these people with all their efforts hammering away with all this willpower (something the piece of shit writing this doesn’t have), and I just feel tired, not just fatigue but tired of this dumb game. A baby takes a year to walk, we must practice and […]