Ok, I am totally against ddestroying ones self but really I am destroying myself everyday..Laying in the dark high on opiates is the best you can let go of all those thoughts running threw your head you feel good for once and your carefree all the negative thoughts go away they dont matter anymore you feel more comfortable in public no anxiety it all gets blown away and if you do enough its a peacful death its like you slowly fall asleep and you feel great and your so comfortable and warm and fuzzy happy feeling and then you say to yourself i wanna live […]