I’m back on here. I thought i was doing better than i was 2 weeks ago, but in reality i’m not. I finally got diagnosed with depression 5 days ago. i already knew that i had it but i guess it’s a good thing i officially know. I just feel so tired. None of my hobbies make me happy anymore, i don’t understand why. I finally started cleaning my room but i don’t want to finish it, that feels like too much work. I still can’t go a day without thinking about death or suicide. I want to die the only reason i haven’t gone […]
I don’t know what’s wrong me. I used to be so happy. 3rd grade is when i started to change, I would sit behind a small building at school while everyone else would play outside. I felt tired, tired of life. I would lie anytime people would ask me if i was okay. It has been like that ever since. I’m 14 now and It’s been a lot worse the last year. I try so hard to feel okay but i never do, I am useless in this world. I have no friends, I have no one. I don’t do anything and just sit in […]