hey there , i dont know u bt am trusting u with my problems ….so here it is..i recently got dumped by my bf of 3yrs he says it was just suppose to be us taken time away because i started university and he wants to give me space to study, bt i intereprted it wrong well what ever i heard the words lets break up ….after this i still contiued to speak with him, cause i dont hold anything against him, then we got in a fight and he treathened to dirty my character with a photo, which most of u mite find […]
do u remember me as i remember u?
do u remember the way my eyes could never leave yours?
do u remember when i was ur everything an when u said i was ur reason to be better?
do u remember the late nights i spent talking to u, about everything under the stars ?
do u remember the way our minds always thought as one?
i will always remember, when i was important and needed and i will wait for u to fall so i can pick u up again , i want u to know that i will be here, even as my heart […]
hey am 18 and i still cant have a fone nor can i go out with friends am so sufficated i just want to be able to make my own choices in life not have them made for me
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ByYRJG2zShY this song says it all
am so lost no one can understand the depth of my frustration and hate, i have keep everything cool but now i feel like am ready to explode my mental state of mind is slipping so fast from my grip . Studies are stressin me out ,school in general. i really dont give a fuck of half the ppl in my class but they want to act like they are so close to everyone i hate my life i really do when i was younger i would have cut in this situation now i only want to smoke …..plus i hate my prinicple and everyone […]
I have no where else to vent, this is my place and i no guys will alway listen even in the smallest amount. So my stress has reached a boiling point, my aunt had the gut to tell me i have a poor excuse for not visiting my grandfather ,because i have lessons, but when i fail school they alway say shit, i could care less for their fucking bullshit, i have my own life to live and i don’t want or need their fucking in put . Why doesn’t she spend time with him if she is so concerned. I really hate ppl […]
hey i can use some advice or ur options. I have this guy have been tlking to for the past 2 and a half years, my parents now found out and have stop me from tlking to him and i have agreed to ,all for the sake of my school work , now this guy really love me. should i do what my parents want or follow my heart although i will get my ass in serious shit? . Also i have a to choose a program to do at a local university here and my family as no faith in me doing chemical […]
these days my mom is slowly trying to mold me into this over holy person, i feel like she is drowning me, an i am losing who i am slowly, while trying to please others ,an i feel like am at a constant battle trying to be me . So i just wanna say that life is hard but the obstacles we get through are what makes us who we are ,and dont let ppl change you cause in the end you will never realize who you anymore, and to all those ppl out there who are struggling stay strong, be true to yourself, dont […]
I really hate school its a pain, i thought this is the part in my life i want to continue ,but i dont no anymore am starting to think this is what everyone else wants from me. I want to do art an from what i have heard from the people around me am good at it, i just wish that it could be my career its an easy way to bleed my emotions dry an trust me i have alot of emotions. I could say todays a pretty normal day but these days am not in the mood to tlk to anyone, the […]
You ever look at people around you and wonder “whats going on with me” ever wonder why your sad, lonely, why people you trust leave you, i do, i had a friend we were close and we kinda liked each other then he got a girlfriend stop talking to me, an we still tlk i guess but not the same, never the same he has new friends, an me, well am alone i should have known to keep my life to myself ,now i feel invaded, i feel like everyone knows me, i feel stupid, i feel alone in a world full […]
The anger boils within my blood, run through, my veins and pumps through my heart. I have reached my max i will not take anymore am not five and i will not be treated as such . I have done everything i was asked to do, i am obedient and kind ,but yet they keep me trapped here like a dog in a cage. I dont go out and lime with friends because they dont wish it i only try to a good child but not anymore i have my own life and i will fight for my rights as long as there is breath […]
People say am over emotional, they say am easy read that am sensitive, of lately thats all i hear from people about me and i guess after years of hiding my sensitivity to obstacles in life ,am getting rusty ever since i opened my self to my bf.
This is not me am a fighter, i refuse to be run by my emotion, right now i have reached my max an am ready to yell an scream at ppl, am feed up have hidin hw i feel to be respectful etc i am fucking going to be me. So fuck pretenders, fuck close minded […]
i can’t think straight anymore mind is nt at ease all i think about is taking this life my emotion are confusing my sight i need help any in plz give me some advice before i take this life
i hate when a person tells me they don’t know, then what is your fucking purpose. i hate when your own filty family won’t help you, even though you would help them, i hate when your asshole sister betrays me and like an ass i forgive her, i hate when one moment person is nice to you and in the other they are ready to hit you or betray you or likes to argue with you, make up your fucking mind people are such asshole.NO ONE CAN BE TRUSTED.
i hate this feeling this i hate when i feel weak i hate when they dont care but thats life and my life is a ***** so fuck it
Right now in my life things are not the best. I thought i got over the bullshit and hurtfull things in my life but spending a few days with your family brings it all back [I went on vacation with them for 10 days] and still they haven’t changed i mean yes we all live in the same house but i don’t see them at all because i hate being around them my dad and i never see i to eye and he is always telling me that am a […]
My dreams are the only things that keep me alive, that give me the strength
to move forward, that give me a purpose to move on and that shines light on to the path i choice.I will not move or breakdown when you push me, its what i want, its my life and i don’t live to please you, so know when your unwanted
As my soul withers and my mind sleeps there is nothing but numbness in the dark abyss called my life .I try to fight but they won’t let me, am trapped in this place between reality and imaginary.I wish it would stop that, i could be free, but they won’t let me go, they want me to remain in a state that would be easily controlled and manipulated to their tasks. I need air to breathe and stars to fill my sky instead of this stormy grey sky and dead pastures. I would ask for help, but i have to do it on my own, […]