I think I may have shifted my seat to the passenger while I let my best friends suicide take the driver seat off a cliff that dragging us both down now. Go dhow I wish I could have spoken to him better before ghe went. I’ve tried to kill myself a few times since then, but they weren’t actual attempts. just drunken cries for help, spoke to know one who would listen. I was a drunk man alone and desperate looking for answers that weren’t there. I want to just fin ish this fake race right now.. but friends and family hold me back. If […]
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twistedsorrow
Looked out at the stars tonight. how they shined so bright… makes me remiss on our past. and how childhood could feel so blind. I wish you were still here. and not a day goes by where I don’t think of our last day. I miss you my brother, my friend, my teacher and hopefully my guardian.