No one cares I’ve tried no one will listen I’m tired of the voice in my head telling I’m worthless I already know I am I mean nothing . I don’t care any more I just don’t. I’m tired or pretending tired of everything being my fault I’m tie it’d of trying my heart out to be ignored . Do u wanna know who cares no one that’s who care that I’m alive. I’m tired of the yelling and screaming. I GIVE UP OK GOD YOU WIN. Thank you for showing me how much I really mean.
unknowen17
unknowen17
I am young. I am glad to know it is not just me who feels like this. I haven't seek help because I am scared to trust people. As I am typing this now I'm in my boyfriends bath room so he won't see it. I am lost . I tried to show my parents they just tell me not to complain. So I stopped. I have no friends because I have never lived in one place for longer than 3 years people think I'm weird. I have one person to talk to that's my boyfriend and he tell me to stop because I'm waring him down. I just need someone who understands.
I’m lost I want to die . I want my existence to cease. I’m tired of it I’m tired of everything. Ahh
I was woken up last night by my boyfriend he says you where having a nightmare I remember and says yes it was about my uncle he says its almost like you want him therelike you  look for reasons to be miserable then he tells me he understands ahhhhhhh  I just cried. I hate my existence .
Every day I wake up to put on a mask. No one will see me. Even as the mask falls do they care. No. Now your just weird. But your not. You try to tell them, but all they hear is complaints. You just keep it all in because you know you mean nothing. No one cares. You hide it. There’s no one to talk to no where to let it out at home it’s all screams. At school you pretend to stay hidden so no one can see you. You ware a long sleeve shirt or a hoodie to try […]
All my parents do is yell at each other bottle it up and take it out on me. All I’ve I just want to run its all I’ve ever wanted to do get away from them.
I have been on the roof of my house ready to jump end it all. I have a voice in my head due to 17 years of sleep deprivation. It tells me how awful I am. The sleep deprivation comes from nightmares because of abandoment issues from my parents and because at the age of 6 my step uncle well touched me. I have never told any one and keep every thing bottled up. I feel empty and just like I should not exist.