I have been on the roof of my house ready to jump end it all. I have a voice in my head due to 17 years of sleep deprivation. It tells me how awful I am. The sleep deprivation comes from nightmares because of abandoment issues from my parents and because at the age of 6 my step uncle well touched me. I have never told any one and keep every thing bottled up. I feel empty and just like I should not exist.
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Thats rough bro. Im going to state the obvious, you should talk to someone, I have bottled up all the stuff that has happend to me for a long time, lately I have been snaping, I went to a counsellor and I think its helping. Hope you feel better soon.