life hasn’t been great for a while. i’m tired of living and being here i’m ready to go. but i want to know what will happen when i’m gone. how will my mom go on? or my dad? my family? my boyfriend? will they even care?.. i doubt it. cause nothing matters. i have scars on my arms people always ask about. i barley eat. i’m always in my room. everything is different and i don’t know how to cope with it. i want to die and i tried to OD 4 times and nothing. i’m still here. what is here for me? nothing.