I try not to post too much sh*t about myself here. It’s funny to me that even amongst a group of outcasts I still don’t feel like I belong. I don’t think I belong anywhere. I’m half convinced my existence is painful because I wasn’t supposed to survive. Like trying to fit in negative space.
Tonight was a record low and no one will likely ever know about it or care, but I still feel the need to chronicle it, so here I am. For documentation purposes.
Here’s the thing about me, I strive to please the people I view are important out of some pathetic desire […]